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I guess no one will visit this blog already, good in a way, get to pen down my thoughts, nothing but rants.
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I probably already pronounced this blog dead, well it is! But I need to type this out!

[WARNING: all about Kpop, please don't read if you aren't interested in Kpop]

Tonight was 2PM first Korea Concert and they did an awesome job! I know it because I read news and saw photos regarding the concert! They really put in a lot of effort in performing and even sang a song dedicated to Hottests! I felt heart pain reading about them, about how they went through all the difficult times due to internal issues and how they have to bear unnecessary hatred from used-to-be-fans people! Nonetheless, they put up a brave front in fighting on and in believing in Hottests that we'll stand by them and they will stand by us! I'M REALLY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! WOOYOUNG JUNSU NICHKHUN JUNHO CHANGSUNG TAECYEON! (: Please continue what you believe in and we'll give you our ultimate support! ^^

I felt guilty because Super Junior was my bias too, along with them! At a point of time, I really just focus on Super Junior ): I guess both groups are my ultimate bias because I see how much they went through to be where they are standing now, how much hard work, how much tears, how much sweat they put into their performance. Even when they faced negative comments, having other people bashing them, scolding them, they still stand as 1 giving support to each other and believing in their members and their fans. I was really touched by how far they have come and how much they have overcome! I truly hope they can continue performing as a group as long as they can! (: & even if some have left, I hope their friendship doesn't die!

I know many people think I'm crazy, just another typical fangirl of kpop. But hey, if they can be one of my motivation, why not? They may just bring laughter to me through their videos, but I did learn quite a bit from their experience! I just wanna say I'm proud to be an ELF and HOTTEST, HWAITING! :3 LOVE YOU <3

Life seems difficult & bleak at the moment, you can say even worse than last year in terms to stress level and work load, but hey I'm happy with my friends in school & Kpop! ^^
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Aishii! I've been neglecting my blog! I'm so sorry. I guess I'll just focus on this blog and my tumblr. that's it. the rest will be deleted/ignored!!

For now, this blog will be dead too since I've nothing I want to update about (:
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大笨蛋！I realized it is still very difficult for me to kick my habit of procrastinating D: Haven't been able to perform as well as i wanted myself to be. What's my problem? I can't help but to sleep my afternoon away, and watching loads of videos through the night! RAH, I don't want to forgo my second chance, NO! [Lord let me focus let me focus let me focus!]

Finally I'm feeling the stress, stress to do well and not only a pass! It's kickin' in! Oh not forgetting the amount of work!!! My goodness, I have extra extra extra chemistry practices, one econs assignment per week, math class test every now and then, extra extra lessons and now tuition homework toooo! If last year was busy, this year will be extra ultra super busy! I've received my homework outline Term 3 for econs: lecture + tutorial hmwk + one assignment a week + 500 words summary for each article given! [jaw dropped]

On the other hand, probably God is providing me enough work and deadlines to push me to do my work and have extra practice! :D He knows me well!!!! Alright, i will do my part tooooo! But firstly I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to plan my time for extra practices and consultations!!! Thank God for the awesome tutors!!!! :D YAY!

God really has His plans for me. I SEE IT NOWWW, HE KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR ME! If I didn't get such results, I would be still struggling to be true to myself and finding my genuine self and of course not able to humble myself down! I thought 2nd chance was already a blessing, but who knows, the awesome tutors, the awesome tuition teacher, the awesome classmates, the awesome friends, brothers and sisters - they are the ones who made me happy and support me through this journey! THANKS YOU VERY MUCH :D + MANY MANY PRAISES FOR THE AWESOME ALMIGHTY GOD! :D

[Okay, now it's my part to push myself out of comfort zone, give me strength Lord!]
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That aside, I'm doing well now, apparently much much happier than before. Don't ask me why, because I don't even know myself (: Maybe I've finally humble myself down, not wanting any additional attention, just wanna live as who I am and truly count my blessings (:

Something I'm guilty of is my studies and my spiritual walk. /: God gave me an additional chance, I don't wish to waste it just like that! So I wanna do it once more for myself and this time not with my own ability but truly through Him :D & in order to do so, I need and I want and I will build up my relationship with Him, for He is the one who gave me so much grace and blessings which I don't deserve at all!

He gave me a simple brain, maybe I misused it at times - thinking too much, but yet this little brain is filled with cranky ideas of how can I make someone's day happier, how one day I can have my fairytale, just plenty of imagination while daydreaming. & by thinking of all the nonsensical impossible things, I will feel much happier because it's hope and belief that one day maybe it will happen too (:

I truly wish how I am feeling now can continue..... Simply humbling myself down and not chase those materialistic stuff. & I believe I can be happy even when I'm standing alone, without you :D

& to you Earthlings out there, I hope you are happy too! :D keep smiling!
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Hi Earthlings I'm back. I have many thoughts running through my mind, but somewhat I think I've lost my inspiration / or whatever I've typed just can't fully describe how I'm feeling! D:

Cut it short, I think I'm a drama fanatic & a silly girl who loves and believes in daydreaming in the most impossible fairytale like stories :D Every drama gives me a little warmth, love, hope and definitely drained loads of my tears! Every drama has its special meaning beneath it, something I can learn and change. Not only can it make me cry, it can make it smile at the end of the show, because it's always a happy ending! (something that is unpredictable in reality)

You must be thinking I'm weird, I don't deny. Unknowingly, Drama and Music have accompanied for many years, giving me different mixed emotions at the end of each show / song. You may think I'm too naive, but I still believe in my fairytale, that one day it'll happen.

Till then, let drama and music bring me through a series of different stories that can truly touched my heart, let me cry my lungs out, or just simply smile because it is another happy ending.

{I'm just weird, maybe I'm a little too emotionally attached to each drama I watched :D}
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Okay, I have no life for 3 weeks already! Time to get a job and enjoy life :D
Hopefully I can be a camp facilitator :D
YAY, I'm going Japan in April :D
Time to go swimming again :D

NO! 2 more weeks to death day D:
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Dear __________'s blog/website (several),

I enjoy reading your blog. Thanks for the posts which actually somehow reflected how I feel sometimes and even just by reading, I am encouraged by some of the stuff you have blogged/shared.

Love,
Me.
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Hello fellow Earthlings. I'm not sure where to start, after all many things did happen lately -shocking matters-

Firstly, I guess many of you should know I'm not working for the time being. Yes, thanks to the work scope & my carelessness that cause me to lost my job. Well, shall not rant too much about it. All I can say is even though personally, I feel that the work scope is not suitable for me (an inexperienced and only a temporary staff) but well I did my best to keep up with the pace. It is a good experience - the fact that I get to try out permanent staff's work and awesome colleagues (: I guess that's more important than losing my job / duration I stayed there.

Next up, what have I been doing? (seriously I don't really like CNY /:) I need to help do some cleaning of the house, can't really slack at home! Nevertheless, I did have my share of rest. (: Oh I managed to clear my room and it is so much neater now & I cleaned my fan toooooo, damn cooool. Also not forgetting my wardrobe! (Give myself a pat, so proud of myself!)

I have been swimming with my dear (Yong Chen). & I was burnt! ^^ Just that I don't like my swimsuit tanned line. -big sigh. On Monday, we pretend to be poly student and went to NYP for lunch! Of course we failed pretending, she was wearing pres high shirt and I was wearing NYJC shirt. The food isn't that bad and well we were sitting there watching PCK. Great time spent together!

Also, I met up with my colleagues for dinner at Changing Appetite last week! The serving is srsly toooooo big, I totally can't finish my share! Even though it was a short session, but time spent was great - talking and joking! (: I will visit the office sooooooooon!

I want to start making cards again but seriously no mood no inspiration- too lazy /: [dislike] I shall browse the net for new inspirations & hopefully start doing again! ^^
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